Different Generations

Our generation differs from our parents and grandparents generation because we have things that they didn't when they were younger. They might of had bad and good things or even suffered in their teenage years. Now that we are in the 21st century we have more advanced technology which maybe our parents or grandparents didn't had when they were younger. I feel as though that our generation has more interesting things then our parents or grandparents generations. Sometimes I think to myself what had it been like if I was born before technology was invented.

When I asked my mother how was here generation she said that it was some how similar to ours. My mom is not that old she is from the year 1980. She said that in school teachers couldn't talk about sexual education in any class. Parents couldn't even mention any sexual education to their children that was like a sin. Also my mom said that only offices and high class people had computers. Students didn't had any computers they had to work by books and writing.

Something similar in our generation with my moms generation is that young men also smoked and used drugs at a young age. She said the boys in your generation are the same as the boys in my generation. She also said that young girls would also get pregnant at their young age like 14-18 years old. They would drop out of high school or sometimes didn't even graduate from high school. That's how exactly teenagers of our age act and behave.

Now, heading towards my grandparents generation which is a lot of different to ours. My grandparents told me that their parents would tell their kids who to marry and why they should. The kids could not decided who to marry they didn't had the right. They didn't had any technology like we have now. Back then being a prostitute was a sin and you could got killed or sent to jail for that. Now in our generation is a normal thing to people which I think it is not normal. It don't matter how old you are you should never do that to yourself. Overall my grandparents say their generation wasn't that bad once you experience it you get used to it.

In conclusion, every generation has its own thing don't matter good or bad. I feel that later in life generations would be a lot different from past and present generations. Nothing will be the same everything will be much better or even much worse. You never know how will generations be 30 years from now. So just enjoy life and keep on moving forward because there is something good in every day.

What do you like about yourself?

There are a lot of qualities that I like about myself and there are some that I don"t like. I really like the idea of how I am bipolar and I don't care what people think of my attitude. I also like that I am an independent person and I don't like to follow others. I like that I am a serious and quite person and I really don't bother people or mess with them. The most thing that I like about me is that If I say I will make it I do make it and don't leave it for later.

The things that I would like to improve is on my shyness and how I take everything serious. I would like to be open minded about other things that I see that are bad but others don't. I would like to start making my own decisions without the advice from others. I want to learn what's right and what's wrong for me and for my life. I also would like be a nice and polite person to others. 

Something that I like about myself is that I am Bipolar and my attitude changes out of no where. I like it cause I think its fun well to me but to others is not that nice. But at the end of the day I don't care what they think about me. Another thing that I like about me is that I am independent I don't like to lay on other people or let them do my work or activities I like to get them done myself. I don't like depending on others.

Things that I don't like about myself is how I am a shy person. When I don't know you I be serious and all quite. But when I know the person I actually show the real me and that's what I would like to change. Another thing is I would like to take my own decisions without advice from others. I hate how I can help other people with their problems but when it's about me I don't know what to do. I would like to stop being shy and learn how to give myself my own advice.

In conclusion, I can start improving my shyness by being more social with people and start talking to them first. I can start improving my own decisions by taking time to think and see the positives and negative things it could bring. Being a teenager sometimes is not easy to me is the hardest stage of life. We don't know what we want and we sometimes don't make the right decisions and we regret them later on. But that don't matter there will always be things that I like and dislike about myself.

Doing Well In The 1st Quarter

I think that I did very good this quarter because I got all A's and one B. My plan was to get straight A's but at least I got five A's and one B. I felt like this quarter was easy that's what I say every year in the 1st quarter and then it gets all hard in the 3rd and 4th quarter. My favorite class is English and that's the class that I got a B in in all my other classes like American History,World Cultures, Chinese, Algebra 2 and Junior Seminar. In September I had an AP US History Class for 1st period but I felt like I wasn't learning anything and that the teacher didn't knew what she was doing. So I decided to drop it and go to a regular class. Now that I am in American History I got an A and I feel like I will do better in this class then in the AP class I had. In my second period I have an A because we learn about different cultures around the world and I did good in my tests and in my classwork. Also I have fun in that class because I get to learn different cultures every week.My 4th period I have Chinese to be honest I thought I was going to fail that class because it seems really hard the writing and speaking to me was difficult. Then now that the quarter is about to end I have an A and it's easy really easy it only takes to pay attention and do her work. My 5th period is and AP English class I started doing good with an A but I went down to a B because there was a day that I had to present with my group and that same exact day I didn't felt good and had to go to the nurse and went home. So what I got was a C in my presentation. That's what made my grade go down if I had not been feeling bad that day then I could had got an A now.My 7th period class is Algebra 2 and I got an A the first couple of weeks I didn't know what she was talking about because she talks fast and teaches fast. I thought I was going to fail her class but NO! I got an A and I am proud of myself. My last class my 8th period is Junior Seminar I also think that this class is a piece of cake why because we do blogs,study hall and current events and to me that is a very easy thing to do. I hope I still be doing better like now till the end of  the school year so that I can be a good college and get a Master's degree.

Fear Of Failure

Life is full of wonderful things but just like there is wonderful things there's things that you are afraid of. Sometimes people are afraid because they never experienced it or just don't know the consequences. In order to keep on moving forward you have to lose fear of those things that you fear. You cant make your fear your obstacle of moving forward you have to keep on moving no matter how hard or tough it is. Overcoming a fear makes you stronger and feel better about your self.

I remember when I was a little girl I was afraid of the water. I actually don't know why I thought I had this fear because of something that happened when I was a baby. I decided to ask my mom and she said that nothing that deal with water had happened to me. I couldn't explain why I was afraid I felt like I was going to drown or die. My mom once said maybe is because you don't know how to swim I also thought the same thing but I wasn't sure.

So I decided to join into swimming lessons and learn how to swim to see if that could help me over come my fear over water. So yes this summer I decided to join and I went to 12th Street Gym for 8 week lessons. The first couple of days I couldn't even put my head in the water I was really scared that I was not going to learn. Then when I learned a little bit my teacher told me to swim back and ford I tried but something I will never forget happened. When I was on my way back I lost my breath and stopped in the middle of the pool which was 7 feet and drowned.

My teacher helped me and I got out I was upset that I failed. I went home and told my mom that I didn't wanted to go back she told me don't quit you will learn don't give up. So the next week from that I went and I said to myself "I CAN DO THIS" I got in the water and went back and ford I had made it I was happy. When my teacher got there I showed him and he said "Never give up on what you know you can overcome." Now that my swimming lessons are over I know how to swim now and I feel like I over came my fear.

Life is better once you overcome what you were scared of the most. Now that I know how to swim water won't be an obstacle for me to move on and continue. Who would of said that if I learned how to swim I would lose fear for the water. Now I love swimming I can't wait till the next summer to join again and maybe get in for swimming competitions. I'm happy with my self that I was brave enough to overcome my fear and now it made me love water.

Why Did You Do It?

The memories of my mom's tears going down her cheeks breaks my heart. I sit and think why did I do it? Why couldn't I think for a second that my mom was going to get hurt. Why didn't I think of the consequences. My mom always said when ever you commit a mistake make sure you take responsibility for your actions.

   I never thought there were going to be consequences I never thought my mom would find out what I was hiding from her. It really made me feel like I was the worst person on earth and the worst daughter. I shouldn't never had lied to my mother about such a dumb thing about a love that didn't even deserved my attention or my love. The person that I love and care for was hurt from that big lie that I did to my own mother. The one that I promised I would never hurt her or make her cry.

   I broke that promise for a person that wasn't worth my time or attention a person that didn't care about me and was just giving me false hope. I never thought my mom would had mind from what I did. I thought she wouldn't even care but I was wrong she was the first person to find out and the first person I disappointed. Now that 3 years had past from what I did now I promised my mom that I would never disappoint her like I did 3 years ago. I also promised that I would never make her cry one single tear for my fault.

  I promised her that I will never love anybody in this world more than her and that I will never make anybody more important then the person that gave birth and the person that loves me the most in this world. My mom should have all the respect she deserves for being a excellent mom. My mom is just not my mom she is also my friend and I know that I can count on her. Now I know that my mom didn't deserve to be lied too. My mom is the most imported woman in this world she id the only woman that I love more than myself.

  I look and think back from what I did 3 years ago and think to myself I was so dumb to love a person more than my own mother. I think of how immature I was and the way of my thinking is changing into a mature young lady. If I was to go back in time I would had never done this to my mom knowing she was going to get hurt. I would never commit the same mistake because now that I experienced the mistake and saw the consequences I would never commit it again. I love my mom and I would never hurt her like I did 3 years ago.

My Roster

The roster I have right now is not that bad but there are some classes that I really would like to change. There are teachers that I don't understand their lesson and would like to get an education that can improve my understanding of knowledge. Sometimes I feel like teachers don't know what they are doing like as if they don't know how to teach. I need teachers that are dedicated to their job and that they know what they are talking about in their class and that they can get us ready for collage. I know there are teachers like that here in Furness but I just sometimes don't get for their classes.

If I could pick my classes they will be ones that I am interested and that I will attend everyday. Also it will be teachers that I understand their lesson and what they are talking about every time they teach a class. I am not going to waste time picking classes that I won't even attend or pay attention to them. I want classes that will prepare me for college. Classes that I don't fall asleep or just don't do the work because I don't understand the lesson.

I would pick my 1st period U.S History with Mr.Pinto I think that he is an excellent teacher that will prepare me for college. My 2nd period would be Psychology with a teacher that will teach his class with excellence and not poor education. My 3rd period would be Advisory with Mr.Provenzano I think that he is a funny teacher and outgoing. My 4th period would be a language that I know I will use later in life like French. My 5th period would be Mr.Lon I like the way he teaches and the way he explains his lesson every time I walk out of his room I learned something new.

My 6th period would be lunch that is at least 30-40 mins because we need time to get lunch and also eat it there are a lot of students and we can't do both things that fast. My 7th period would be Algebra 2 with Mr.Cackowski because I feel like he knows what he is doing and the way he just teaches makes me love math which I don't even like math. My 8th period would be Internship because I would like to get credit for college and that I can start to learn how to be an internship later on in life.

I think that this roster would be better than the one I have now because it will make me come to school thinking I will learn something new everyday and walk out of class thinking I got well educated. The teachers that I chose I think that they can teach better than some of the teachers I have now. The teachers I have now I feel like I don't understand their lesson or sometimes I think that they don't even know what they are teaching to the class. I like the roster I made because I know that with the classes I chose and the teachers too I know I can graduate with an excellent GPA and get accepted to any college. I wish there was an opportunity for me to change my classes to the ones that I have created.

FBI Agent

 

 

Every time my mom would ask me what do I want to be when I grow up I say and FBI Agent. I want to be and FBI Agent because I think is a fun career and I also like to investigate stuff and would like to learn how to use a firearm. I remember when my mom said she don't want me to be an FBI Agent because she thinks is dangerous. Sometimes I do think is dangerous but that's what I want to be. I like things that are sort of risky.

 

I think that after high school I would go to a police college but I'm not really sure if I will stay in U.S or go back to Mexico. I would really want to be a really good FBI Agent that serves her country. This career requires a lot of intelligence and dedication to their job. No corruption and be loyal to the commitment in the job. I know I'm capable to do this I am considered each and one of those qualities they need in order to be an FBI Agent.

 

Some experience that I should start to know in order to be an FBI is how to drive and use firearms. In order to be a new agent part of training is to know how to drive. You have to learn  to track and catch criminals at the same time and avoid getting harmed buy them. Another thing I should know how to use is Firearms. It's important to know because they need to be safe.


An FBI Agent is a very challenging job to work and to get to know. Also it requires your all effort to you r job to accomplish you goals. Have to be a safe agent to have a safe life and don't have any enemies with your criminals. This job requires you to be a very intelligent person and to know when people are lying to you. I like to interrogate people and see if they are lying.

In conclusion, I would really love to be an FBI Agent to catch criminals all around the world. I would like to serve my country by being loyal and no corruption. I also think that I'm capable to do this career. I also think that I can reach my goal of being an FBI Agent. FBI agent is what I want for a career.