Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Why Did You Do It?

The memories of my mom's tears going down her cheeks breaks my heart. I sit and think why did I do it? Why couldn't I think for a second that my mom was going to get hurt. Why didn't I think of the consequences. My mom always said when ever you commit a mistake make sure you take responsibility for your actions.

   I never thought there were going to be consequences I never thought my mom would find out what I was hiding from her. It really made me feel like I was the worst person on earth and the worst daughter. I shouldn't never had lied to my mother about such a dumb thing about a love that didn't even deserved my attention or my love. The person that I love and care for was hurt from that big lie that I did to my own mother. The one that I promised I would never hurt her or make her cry.

   I broke that promise for a person that wasn't worth my time or attention a person that didn't care about me and was just giving me false hope. I never thought my mom would had mind from what I did. I thought she wouldn't even care but I was wrong she was the first person to find out and the first person I disappointed. Now that 3 years had past from what I did now I promised my mom that I would never disappoint her like I did 3 years ago. I also promised that I would never make her cry one single tear for my fault.

  I promised her that I will never love anybody in this world more than her and that I will never make anybody more important then the person that gave birth and the person that loves me the most in this world. My mom should have all the respect she deserves for being a excellent mom. My mom is just not my mom she is also my friend and I know that I can count on her. Now I know that my mom didn't deserve to be lied too. My mom is the most imported woman in this world she id the only woman that I love more than myself.

  I look and think back from what I did 3 years ago and think to myself I was so dumb to love a person more than my own mother. I think of how immature I was and the way of my thinking is changing into a mature young lady. If I was to go back in time I would had never done this to my mom knowing she was going to get hurt. I would never commit the same mistake because now that I experienced the mistake and saw the consequences I would never commit it again. I love my mom and I would never hurt her like I did 3 years ago.

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

My Roster

The roster I have right now is not that bad but there are some classes that I really would like to change. There are teachers that I don't understand their lesson and would like to get an education that can improve my understanding of knowledge. Sometimes I feel like teachers don't know what they are doing like as if they don't know how to teach. I need teachers that are dedicated to their job and that they know what they are talking about in their class and that they can get us ready for collage. I know there are teachers like that here in Furness but I just sometimes don't get for their classes.

If I could pick my classes they will be ones that I am interested and that I will attend everyday. Also it will be teachers that I understand their lesson and what they are talking about every time they teach a class. I am not going to waste time picking classes that I won't even attend or pay attention to them. I want classes that will prepare me for college. Classes that I don't fall asleep or just don't do the work because I don't understand the lesson.

I would pick my 1st period U.S History with Mr.Pinto I think that he is an excellent teacher that will prepare me for college. My 2nd period would be Psychology with a teacher that will teach his class with excellence and not poor education. My 3rd period would be Advisory with Mr.Provenzano I think that he is a funny teacher and outgoing. My 4th period would be a language that I know I will use later in life like French. My 5th period would be Mr.Lon I like the way he teaches and the way he explains his lesson every time I walk out of his room I learned something new.

My 6th period would be lunch that is at least 30-40 mins because we need time to get lunch and also eat it there are a lot of students and we can't do both things that fast. My 7th period would be Algebra 2 with Mr.Cackowski because I feel like he knows what he is doing and the way he just teaches makes me love math which I don't even like math. My 8th period would be Internship because I would like to get credit for college and that I can start to learn how to be an internship later on in life.

I think that this roster would be better than the one I have now because it will make me come to school thinking I will learn something new everyday and walk out of class thinking I got well educated. The teachers that I chose I think that they can teach better than some of the teachers I have now. The teachers I have now I feel like I don't understand their lesson or sometimes I think that they don't even know what they are teaching to the class. I like the roster I made because I know that with the classes I chose and the teachers too I know I can graduate with an excellent GPA and get accepted to any college. I wish there was an opportunity for me to change my classes to the ones that I have created.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

FBI Agent
 
 
Every time my mom would ask me what do I want to be when I grow up I say and FBI Agent. I want to be and FBI Agent because I think is a fun career and I also like to investigate stuff and would like to learn how to use a firearm. I remember when my mom said she don't want me to be an FBI Agent because she thinks is dangerous. Sometimes I do think is dangerous but that's what I want to be. I like things that are sort of risky.
 
I think that after high school I would go to a police college but I'm not really sure if I will stay in U.S or go back to Mexico. I would really want to be a really good FBI Agent that serves her country. This career requires a lot of intelligence and dedication to their job. No corruption and be loyal to the commitment in the job. I know I'm capable to do this I am considered each and one of those qualities they need in order to be an FBI Agent.
 
Some experience that I should start to know in order to be an FBI is how to drive and use firearms. In order to be a new agent part of training is to know how to drive. You have to learn  to track and catch criminals at the same time and avoid getting harmed buy them. Another thing I should know how to use is Firearms. It's important to know because they need to be safe.


An FBI Agent is a very challenging job to work and to get to know. Also it requires your all effort to you r job to accomplish you goals. Have to be a safe agent to have a safe life and don't have any enemies with your criminals. This job requires you to be a very intelligent person and to know when people are lying to you. I like to interrogate people and see if they are lying.

In conclusion, I would really love to be an FBI Agent to catch criminals all around the world. I would like to serve my country by being loyal and no corruption. I also think that I'm capable to do this career. I also think that I can reach my goal of being an FBI Agent. FBI agent is what I want for a career.